There are too much of negative thoughts clogged up my mind for the previous blog, but i think i'm fine, neither good...nor bad. July was such a mess that I could not even get my mind at ease, that was the first time I begged everyone to slap me hard so that I can feel that i'm still alive. on this planet. where the place that i'm not belong to people i relied on that i used to. So when i started to learn how to be dependent, how to rely, how to put my entire heart to the people i loved, and you just leave it without knowing that we're hurt. badly..
Graduating is no longer a thing to be commemorate because no ones is going to care about this shit and people just wanna left all the shits behind. So do i. The one has never care the people she cared because she knows at the end everyone will be leaving. I'm such a fool with no feeling that pretend self has the strength to go through the hardest time on her life. Hardest. I bet, this will be the hardest.
But i know, you will be always there for me, and you.
Bless. Bye.
当你把全世界集合在一个点上，我才发现自己多可笑。
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